Bearing Witness In Sri Lanka

The earthquake/tsunami disaster just keeps getting worse and worse. Many people and sites are working to get aid workers, donations and supplies out, and refugees, survivor messages, and information back.

BoingBoing has been covering the relief effort extensively.
The IRC has got a family contact database and also a disaster clearinghouse.
Google has a special link to disaster relief organisations, websites, and blogs.

When the first wave came in, we were happy that we were seeing something that was really strange, but it was a very mild wave. Then the sea receded back, and we didn’t know what that meant.

It was like someone had pulled the plug on the ocean, and crags and outcroppings of rock inside the sea were visible for the first time in years.

We just watched it, and I was taking photographs of it. Then came this massive wall of water. What did I do? I just sat and watched it. I just watched it and watched it as it came in – it took maybe four seconds from the point when I was aware of it to the point when it hit the hotel.

Those four seconds were like a lifetime. Even if someone runs at you with a knife, you can hit him back, or run away or claim insurance or whatever. This time, there was nothing I could do. I could only watch, and it was coming in, and it hit the crags, and I saw those people on the crags just being flung into the air like confetti, just blown out of the water.

Yesterday I listened to a report on The World with a man named Arjuna Seneviratna, who was trying to deal with the fact of his own survival after witnessing the unimaginable. He told of watching, watching, watching as a wall of water came ashore at Beruwela, Sri Lanka – the second wave, which was far more devastating than the first – and of seeing scores of people “just being flung into the air, like confetti.”

He struggled to explain how he survived; he’s not sure, but thinks that if he’d been farther inland he would have been beaten to death by debris rather than drowning. He speaks as if he could be a writer or a poet, struggling to put image and mood on paper. His sister is also a writer.

Then he struggled to explain to the interviewer how he’s coping – “I am drinking a lot… I’ve got a bottle of whatever is here… and it’s not helping me. I’m as lucid as I was.” He’s trying but failing to forget what he witnessed and trying not to think of the many international friends he made at the dance clubs the night before who are now dead or are frantically searching for bodies. When he was asked why so many were dancing and celebrating in the clubs that night, he replied disbelievingly, “It was Christmas.”

It’s quite a load for one person to bear. I hope he knows that simply by bearing witness to the onslaught of the tsunami, he does a service for the dead and injured, and brings the tale to the rest of the world. He may not believe that he is doing much other than drinking and trying to get past those moments when he simply stood and watched, however. But to that I’d say, “they also serve who stand and watch.”

He was finally able to contact a sister who lives in the US and let her know that he was all right, and then they both were interviewed for the news program. She mentioned that she was getting what news she could via Internet radio, because there’s at least one Sri Lankan station online. In the end, Arjuna likened the experience to the feeling he got when 9-11 happened – he was on the Continental Divide in the Colorado Rockies at the time, and like many others noticed the profound silence that fell over America when all the planes were grounded for the three days’ ground hold. I remembered that same sense of unease, listening for the sound of aircraft late at night. He said, “There’s a drone, that nobody really notices, until the drone stops. My nation is silent right now. ”

And now I worry about Arjuna – is he all right? Will he be all right? And will my nation respond to that silence with action?

Audio link is here (Windows Media).

Related news story is at BBC News | South Asia

The Lost Continent

I’ve been chuckling evilly while reading this book; Bill Bryson looks very cuddly and teddy-bear-ish, but writes like a born-again curmudgeon. He’s just about to start the West portion of his self-drive nostalgia trip, headed toward Colorado. Which is pretty much how we started our epic road trip last May, so I’m looking forward to going along for the ride.

Also in “Books” news, I’ve added links to my All Consuming Favorite Books and Currently Reading pages. Apparently both pages have newsfeeds, so I may add links for those later. For now I’ll continue using BookQueue in conjunction with All Consuming

Balmy New Year

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I was sitting up reading last night when all of a sudden a storm hit – there was no warning other than a lot of wind earlier in the day – and it rained and thundered for about an hour or so. When there’s a storm the wind will beat on the whole house like a drum. I figured today would be a big rainy mess, but it’s actually very warm and balmy. The sun is out and everything is fresh and clean, although the wind is still blowing strongly from the South.

If the wind swings around to the North, look out. But for now, it’s nice.

We’ll probably have a skeleton crew in a few hours here at work – the list of people requesting unpaid time off is maxed out, and we’ll make a decision about letting people go home in a short time. It’s all to do with call prediction software, so I’ll have to get into that with my TL’s help (she’s home today).

I can tell people want to go home – the first thing said to me when I arrived was “Good morning. It’s dead.”

There’s a happy thought for you! Fortunately, in the context of work and phones and the Way Things Work Around Here, I knew that meant “There are no calls coming in” and not “my dog died.”

BookQueueToo

Currently struggling to get BookQueueToo implemented. It doesn’t seem to want to work with MT2.661, but works well with MT3.x etc.

Other places to check:

MT Plugins
Amazon Web Services Blog
WYSIWYG, with a helpful hint about which folder/directory it should be in.

I ended up uninstalling BookQueue, BookQueueToo, RE-installing BQ2, and then uninstalling it and trying to reinstall the original BQ. With me so far? The books are still showing up on the blog, but now I can’t access the old interface, probably because David needs to re-set the permissions on the original version.

Fooey, I don’t want to upgrade to MT3.X just to get this one thing working, and I don’t see the need just yet to upgrade for all the other benefits.

Guess I’ll just mope then. Mope, mope, mope. As it’s late, we’ll screw around with this after dinner tomorrow.

ETA: Thanks to my husband David, the original BookQueue is working again.

To Be Frickin’ Continued My Ass

Previously on 101 Reasons To Fire Your Contestant Screeners: Kendra discovered that if you can’t put the word “good” in front of it and use it to describe the practice of not spitting when you talk, it’s really better to stay away from the word “breeding” altogether.

Gus experienced a moment of revelation right here in the middle of this here game show, leaving thousands of confused viewers who saw this listed under “reality shows” to scratch their heads, pop another mouthful of caramel corn, and say, “When do they get naked and eat the bugs?”

Lori and Bolo wanted everyone to buy their own plane tickets, and Hayden decided that the way to handle her frustration at this was to point out that Bolo is short. She immediately received the Slow Clapping Medal from the International Society of Yeah, Good One.

Victoria’s surprisingly sensible refusal to abandon the Spazpants backpacks resulted in their finishing (1) second; and (2) in possession of their passports. This turn of events activated Jonathan’s spastic and miscalibrated “YEEAAARGH!” button, and he rewarded Victoria for saving their loot by giving her a revolting shove.

Phil looked at Jonathan like he was a piece of dog poo wrapped in Bridget Jones: The Edge Of Reason and topped with Donald Rumsfeld’s soul, and suggested he go and make things right with his wife. Jonathan decided that what Phil really meant was “Yell at her some more.” So he did, telling her that the race wasn’t about compassion.

Interestingly, going to the grocery store isn’t about compassion, either, but the first guy who handles me (in a hostile way, I’m saying) while I’m shopping for Cheerios should anticipate a lawsuit, a visit from the police, a knee in the groin, and a public flogging. Not that I’m suggesting any of these courses of action, Victoria.

Don and MJ were so appealing that it was really sad, though kind of inevitable, when they fell behind again, finished last again, ran out of spare lives, and found themselves Philiminated.

Oh, and M. Giant wrote the shit out of the recap, because he’s the bomb, and the Minnesota Department of Economic Doohickeys asked us to make sure this show is never outsourced to some out-of-state outfit. Like Wisconsin. Boo!

So, with seven teams left, it’s time to hit the ground running again. “Who will be eliminated…next?”

Credits. In the credits of my imagination, El Hornio stubs his toe on the big, scary gym equipment, cries like a baby, and begs Rebecca to blow his nose. [BOMP.]

Awesome. There’s nothing like a heady shot of pure invective to make you appreciate the English language, so I just want to cherish this line once more:

Phil looked at Jonathan like he was a piece of dog poo wrapped in Bridget Jones: The Edge Of Reason and topped with Donald Rumsfeld’s soul, and suggested he go and make things right with his wife.

Oh, snarky goodness! Incidentally, Miss Alli could not quite get the hang of the Kris Kode used by M. Giant to translate the phrase “Kris is excited and happy” into a variety of more dynamic, dramatic, and interesting actions. So Kris is not quite the psychotic bi-polar international poster child for Ugly American Brattiness this week as she was last week. And as we all know, Kris is actually an extremely beautiful human being, from the inside out and the outside in. And her boyfriend Jon is no slouch, neither.

The clip show that aired last night (which is being called “Episode 6A” on TWOP, I noticed) showed most racers in a different light – there was a lot of unaired footage and even some fun tidbits that were not on the CBS TAR page.

Somehow, Jonathan is even assier than we all thought. How can this be? But Lena and Kristy, the Utah girls eliminated in the heartbreaker haybaler Roadblock, are even more gorgeouser and beautemeous than I remembered (indulge my use of family words, willya?).

So now we STILL have to wait another week to see what happens to those wacky wrasslers, who are unaccountably creeping upwards in the online popularity polls. Why, we’re not sure, but they’re loveable and there’s no accounting for online fanlove.
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ARRRRGGGHHH

I had to go to our other location today and try to swap out one of our brand new Windows XP computers for a somewhat older computer at the “onsite.” This project was laid upon me late yesterday, and I was told to go out today after lunch.

Turns out that the lady at the onsite would really, really have preferred I come out in the morning, and I was missing half the technical info I needed, and had to call the “hardware” help desk twice, and learned way, way more about how SABRE sets connect together (physically putting the computer together was easy. Configuring it to connect to the system, printers, and have valid macro files was another).

What rare bliss is this – I get to go back out there tomorrow morning because we found yet another hurdle (one of a series: collect ’em all!) that prevented me from finishing.

At least I got out of there at a reasonable time, but the other lady was running late. Another reason to say “arrrrgh” and also “grr” because I didn’t know, my supe didn’t know, and we thought there would be no problem if I got there late in the afternoon. Oh, well.

And it was too late in the day to take pictures with my good camera, so this is it. Me making an “arrrrrgh!” face.

I Tried, I Really Tried

… to read this book. It’s true crime, a genre I normally like a lot if well written. But it’s all mixed up with the author’s outlook, personal problems, and some rather shameless self-justifying prose defending his reasons for wanting to gamble, frequent strip joints, and buy glitzy jewelry in the interests of “color” or “background” or “research.” It’s called Positively Fifth Street and I was positively certain I’d never manage to finish it if I read the author’s “background” stories about playing poker in Vegas, so I stuck to the courtroom drama and dramatized reconstructions of a famous Sin City murder and mostly got to the end.

I suppose if I played poker, or watched one of the many sleb poker tournaments on cable I might have found it more engaging.

But, not. So into a new category it goes: “Unreadable Culls.”

I recently bought a couple of new books and started to revive my All Consuming/MT BookQueue sidebar listings just for grins, so more new book content will show up eventually.

Counseling For Them, Earplugs For Us

Finally got around to checking for a new full-length recap at TWOP today – this is for the Budapest episode of Amazing Race. Tonight’s episode is some kind of clip/highlights show, perhaps using some of the online clips from the CBS website? I don’t know, this is a clip-show TAR is a first for me, too.

I hope there will be hints regarding the fate of Lori and Bolo, sleepin’ on the bench. In the meantime, I can enjoy some savory snark from Miss Alli.

Only 362 Shopping Days!

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Just in case my sister needs ideas for next Christmas: she’s one of those people that starts shopping in January.

I’ll have to decline the kind offer from the same site for their Bobblehead Jesus page linked to the Holy Moly site, though. I don’t think Father Ted would go for it.

Happy Blogoversary To Me (and Rance)

I got a couple of emails this week reminding me that Rance first started blogging about this time last year. As it happens, so did I, about 2 weeks earlier.

And what with the holidays and shopping and screwing around last week at home and TV-show obsessions, I sort of forgot my blogoversary.

Now might be a good time to announce something Important, but I don’t have anything. Got bupkiss, in fact. But I do think I’ll be making more of an effort to actually blog stuff about my fascinatin’ lifestyle (not) rather than simply regurgitating news items and blathering on about them. I have no urge to make a year-end list or do some meme thing, either. I’ll just try to do better than just recycling links in the main blog.

For some reason, I seem to have a number of different blogs, for different purposes. There’s Razzberry Vinaigrette, which I’m using to highlight photos I’ve taken. And ginny’s links galore, which is more of a news-item blog for those times when Moveable Type is down and I want to save a story for later. And then there’s quicklinks, which is just a sideblog for stashing snarky quips along with links. Oh, yeah, there’s a church one that I’m experimenting with for Holy Moly. Not ready for prime time. See? Once you get started, it’s hard to stop.

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But enough about all those other blogs. What gives with this one? I’ll just try to keep up with events here in Burbclavia, such as the much-longed-for arrival of David’s Christmas present, a working tabletop trebuchet. I ran across a helpful review (with illustrations showing all the little fiddly bits of wood that gets turned into a missile flinging weapon of minor destruction here.

It’s timely, too, as BoingBoing just had a post on Dangerous Things on the Desk today.

And of course, I got the original idea for getting this present for David from watching Return of the King (yep, those are trebuchets flinging chunks of masonry at the orcs!) and Amazing Race (nope, that wasn’t a catapult, it was a trebuchet!).

Sometime next year, the trebuchet will be assembled. And then all shall fear and tremble at the wrath of Geeks. In the meantime, I’ll keep on blogging.

Festive Chrismahanukwanzaakah!

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It's that most wonderful time of the year, the season of Xcess! And it's not quite over, as after a successful morning's buffet breakfast and an afternoon of lying around contentedly with full tummies, we headed to the home of nearby friends for a Solstice party of eating, geeking out, and comparing holiday horror stories. It was a really lovely meal, with an actual Christmas goose, served with "goose juice" (Cumberland sauce) instead of gravy and lots of delicious side dishes.

Also, there was a flirtatious kitty to wheedle, and wacky Xcess holiday tunes. The day ended on a fun, if tired note. And I was really, really happy about the cat wheedling, because I hadn't had the chance to do that in a very long time.

Christmas Eve Day was spent cleaning, baking, and decorating – I didn't bother getting the tree up all this week that I had off, so naturally left it til the end. However, it doesn't take that long to throw a few strings of lights on a "faux" tree, and I had found some old-fashioned crackers to put on it again this year. It's not the bushy, over-decorated fragrant pinon pine of my childhood, but it's a pretty tree.

David's parents came over at about 4pm as I had just reached the point of being finished, dressed, and ready to relax. We had discussed going to a nearby seafood restaurant becase Shel had an Entertainment Book coupon for it, but it turned out not to be valid on Christmas Eve. So we went to Brass instead, because we had received a coupon from them that was valid. Hah! Coupons are one of those inside jokes in the family; for some reason David's dad gets a huge charge out of them, and he'll go miles out of his way to use one up before it expires. So dinner was excellent – the food there is very good, as is the beer and ale.

And then I had to toddle off to Holy Moly for rehearsal before the half-hour carol singing started, and then the main service started at 8pm. Leah came with me – for some reason she likes to come to the occasional special service when they stay overnight with us. And hurray! It was well attended, with lots of visitors – even a few acquaintances from Scott's office (he was not there, but had evidently issued some of the flier invitations we had printed up).

We had a LOT of music to get through, with what amounted to three "party pieces," including a last-minute substitution of "Lo, How A Rose E'er Blooming" for something else during the service that Mark didn't feel comfortable enough to sing without more rehearsal. It all went over very well, and after a lot of visiting and chit-chat afterwards, Leah and I went back home. The evening was not without incident, however; there was a bit of a mishap when I was first backing out of the garage and I got pretty jangled nerve-wise, but no real harm done. Argh.

Christmas morning started with a wonderful dream… it's hard to explain and give it justice, but it was a lucid one and left me in a terrific mood. We all got up a little later than I had planned, but there was plenty of time to get things ready for the buffet brunch. I had picked up a Honey Baked ham, so that took little or no prep – just take it out of the fridge an hour before serving. I finished up goodie bags to give out, made cranberry-orange relish, Leah set out fruit salad, lox, and bagels, and Shel and David did a little food geekery, first doing the classic RTFM that came with the ham, then carving a few slices off while I got ready to make cinnamon-pecan pancakes. Dan, Deb and the kids were the first to arrive, and we had coffee and cider-ginger ale punch set up on the wet bar along with bowls of nuts and candy and other snacks. I started making the pancakes (had all my ingredients all prepped so all I had to do was add the water and stir). We laughed and chatted as I built up a big stack of flapjacks on a plate in the oven, and I had pure maple syrup warming on the stove, too.

Just as I took the plate of hot pancakes to the table and took a break for coffee, Mitch, Gloria and Gwen arrived. I have to say that the table looked great and for once I had all the food out and ready at the same time. Steve arrived very late, on account of staying up until 4 a.m. with Chris and Susan watching the extended DVD of Return of the King. For this reason alone, he was instantly forgiven and the pancakes were still hot enough to eat. So I ended up not having to start a second batch, and could relax at last and have fun.

After everyone had had a chance to fill up the corners of their tummies, I handed round the crackers (there's still cracker-bits scattered in the living room) and gave out the goodie bags. David did a great job finding simple little gifts – on the order of Silly Putty and puzzle books – and there was hard candy and some pistachio nuts in the bags, too. David's brothers and their families left, and then in a suddenly quiet house the rest of us collapsed in the living room in a kind of post-feast afterglow. Steve took off to help start cooking the goose at Chris and Susan's, and they very kindly invited us to come later and join them – THAT was very nice and also really generous of them. But for the moment we chatted a while longer with David's parents and enjoyed the relative calm after all the frenetic activity.

After they left, there was even time for a nap in front of the fire. I had decorated the mantel and had candles going all morning, so it was pretty festive (and also very warm) in the family room. So after blowing out the candles, I conked out on the sofa and snoozed for about 90 minutes. David dozed in the armchair. It was perfect, in fact. After a few hours' rest we pulled ourselves together and eventually found our way to Chris and Susan's for Geekmas, which is absurdly close to our house but still difficult to find via Mapquest. Steve had encouraged everyone to bring laptops, because they were also going to test and troubleshoot Chris' wireless access setup. The goose was amazing and richly flavored, and they had good wine and nice music and a beautiful table was spread with lots of good things people brought. It was a nice way to end the holiday. We decided to come home early-ish (opting out of staying up until all hours watching some more commentary tracks on ROTK). So we came home, and toddled off to bed. It was a good, nay even a perfect day. I wondered if I'd have another lucid dream to "bookmark" the one from the morning, but don't recall anything special. It really was an amazing dream, but to explain why requires a lot more backstory than most might care to know. I'll try to do it justice. Continue reading